Concerning my last post about life and the comment I received:
Thank you Kelsey for the great feedback. I enjoyed reading your comment and was able to garner a lot from it.
I do tend to look back to the past much more than I should. I know that it is not a good thing to do, but I cannot really help it because I loved my childhood so much and I just constantly wish that I could just live as a child forever. I say this because when you are a child everything is so simple and easy and nothing gets harder than reading a book or something similar. This makes me feel that if I were to just be a kid forever, then I would be able to be the most happy.
My family is a huge contributor for why I love being young. Whenever I can be with my family, I tend to do that because the feeling I get whenever I am with my family is just so indescribable that to try would put it to shame. No matter what, whenever my family is together and I have the chance to just sit and listen to my grandma and grandpa and aunts and uncles and cousins and everybody, I feel such a peace of mind come over me and I relax so that I feel as if everything were right in the world. Now that takes a hell of a lot of love to feel that way, but that's what I feel. And honestly, if it weren't for my family I would love to just go out and live on my own, but the fact of the matter is that I don't really want to do anything but just relax with my family and whatever. Yes, this is ridiculously unrealistic, but it's what I feel.
I just completely lost my train of thought because my roommate and his annoying girlfriend just walked in... They walk around and just...ugh!
I REALLY HATE PDA!!! (public display of affection)
It bothers me to no end and makes me just feel awkward when I see a couple kissing or just being all gay and messing with each other (yeah it's not gay, but on those rare occasions it is). I just don't understand what compels people to have to kiss and flaunt their love around for everyone to see. I'm not exactly sure why I don't like it, but I know I don't.
That was one of the reasons I broke up with my girlfriend. She would always insist on clinging to me and kissing me constantly when we were out in public. It made me so incredibly uncomfortable and I knew that I didn't want that. I told her I didn't like it but that didn't stop it from happening. But that's a thing of the past now so I don't have to deal with it myself, but I still have to watch those other idiots do it and I just need to gouge my eyes out...but I wont.
I need to sleep so leave a comment please!